Life………. Time please!!!

Tujhse naraz nahi zindagi……. hairan hoon main
tere masoom sawalon se pareshan hoon main….. pareshan hoon main!!!

Life is strange!!! Very strange!!! When you feel that you’ve devised the formula it suddenly changes in magnanimous proportions and your equations just don’t match and you have to start all over again. Like my friend Disha quoted on FB:

Every time I find the meaning of life they change it”

I was recently given a feedback about myself that I am strong (not physically….. you get the gist right???)…… contrary to what it was supposed to achieve ie make me feel better…….. It actually did not. I felt insulted!!! I honestly don’t want to be strong and I don’t want to keep devising new formulas to understand the concept LIFE. I sometimes hear about some people that “She can’t handle it” you know the chui-mui types nobody ever says that about me…… whats more people think they can get away with murder by just saying that.

Unlike people who are cossetted, people like me are supposed to be the fighters!!! I don’t really like it!!! I wish people would consider the amount of soul-searching and the amount of will power and strength required to surmount every challenge put forth and pls pls pls……. stop putting them before me!!! Its not that I don’t falter……… I DO……… BIG TIME……. only few people realize it. I just don’t want to keep fighting and for a change I want to play chui-mui……. not that I can do that…….IT IS DEMEANING…….. but what the heck I CAN TRY…… I CAN BE CHUI-MUI.

Just like the times we would play games and when tired would say TIME PLEASE…… I wish LIFE would give me just that……… TIME PLEASE!!!

BTW Mumbai is hotttt…….. very hottttt !!! I am told that thanks to the heat we are saved from getting the piggy virus. I do not intend to leave the haven of my bedroom at all costs that’s where the AC is. Well the cast is still on and surprisingly I am quite used to it that does not mean I like it…… I don’t…….. just used to it.

Coming back to Rains………… Are you Mumbaikars praying enough……….. If yes be specific about what you want (in this case Indra!!!) promise him dance concerts (mythology says he likes that A LOT) of Maneka, Rambha, Urvashi,……….. Mallika Sherawat!!!!…… who knows he may take fancy to her dancing!!!

MAN IT IS HOTTTTTTT!!!!!

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